i'm an extra in my own life
and i'm tired of being tired
and of washing the same fucking clothes
or sleeping in the same bed
breathing in my own skin
i haven't moved for weeks
cramming sleep in little jars
and place them on a dusty shelf
i'll need them later
i don’t want to wait forever
for things to get better than today
i just want to sleep forever
life is just procrastinating death
if hating yourself got money
i’d be filthy rich
i haven't moved in years
got nowhere to be
the sun goes down
just as i get up
the sun is useless
when you have a monitor
i'll build a machine
that can kill the sun
and etch "don't bother" on the moon
nuclear bombs stuffed with valium
missiles full of bad poetry
machine guns spraying sleep in every direction
i am taking all of you with me
i don’t want to wait forever
for things to get better than today
i just want to sleep forever
life is just procrastinating death
A transfem friend of mine who makes really very nice ambience! Sounds like early Silver Mt. Zion, and occasionally those creepy noise tracks of later Khanate. Give her yr money! Uboa
to attempt to describe this would be a dishonor and a farce. i frequently joke about albums making me cry and this time it is nowhere near a joke athorn
Indonesian harsh noise outfit Bergegas Mati collaborate with Hijokaidan's Junko Hiroshige for an eardrum-piercing, corrosive listen. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 21, 2020