love is not the origin of my depression
gender dysphoria is not the origin of my depression
poverty is not the origin of my depression
i try to grasp it
and every answer fails
you are not the origin of my depression
people ignoring me is not the origin of my depression
awkward social interactions are not the origin of my depression
you are not
the origin
failing everything is not the origin of my depression
disappearing is not the origin of my depression
not eating is not the origin of my depression
but passing out helps
it makes me me forget about it
your white dress
i just dont know what it is
its nowhere in my room
its not stolen by a lover
its not ever... its not secret
i try to think of every possible reason why
you wouldn't love me
but i don't know
i don't know why i don't love
there is no reason why
its aleatory
you are the origin of my depression
all the doors are slamming shut
every sneering face is a parody of you
i used to be so confident
your war crimes so adorable
i miss your white dress
every image of [REDACTED]
is an image not of you
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